Sentence

You always remember
the night of your execution
better than any other night. 

It is only the freak accidents,
the arcane spinning of the stars,
that keeps you hidden
in broad daylight,

An accident that you escape
the scornful looks
that perch upon grand bank accounts,
that mask the domestic misery
of diminished ardor,
that pity your pathetic plight
less than a turkey in the hunter's sight.

In another world you wander
beneath the summer starlight
and thank your god for darkness,
the warm canopy, keeping at bay
lingering leers, lacerations,
the civilized protestation
that is the response
to the fact of your creation -

Who are you, the voices say,
that you should live another day?

Hope and Remembrance

The child was born on Memorial Day.
Her parents christened her Hope.
Soon the young father, so full of pride,
Shipped off to war and died.

And so the saddened young bride
Was left with Hope by her side
To get on in the Land of the Free.

And oh what a sight to see!
With each passing birthday -
A time of imagined glee -
The mother told Hope sad stories
Of all those soldiers, dead in glory,
To be counted on Memorial Day. 

The child never knew a birthday cake
Without a mournful soldier's story
That would make her cry and shake.

To mark the holiday in school one day
Hope asked her teacher for some paper -
She wished to draw a simple mark
For every soldier who had died
In every war on either side -
The teacher laughed, "Oh silly lark!
Your paper would be miles too long!"
And so Hope's project was denied.

No one can say the hour or day
When Hope passed into song.
For the pain of remembrance,
And the senseless guilt,
Is remarkable in its resemblance
To the Tower of Hope we built.

Deep within that quiet Tower,
With every soldier's death
In every passing hour,
We hide far from the question -
Why them and not me?

And so one fine Memorial Day
No one could hear Hope scream,
"To live with death what will it take?"
And then as if in a fantastic dream
Hope baked herself a birthday cake
And in the hundred candles' gleam
She set herself on fire.

Yes, the consequence is dire -
The one who feels all pain's a liar -
To truly mourn all soldiers dead
Would take up all the days
And burn out life's desire.
Better that we should designate
To remember all, for reason's sake,
One simple holiday.

Grace

This is the boon of time;
It creates a distance in the mind,
A space of grace
And possibility:
That you may not be a slave
To the past,
That your pain is not obliged to last
But fade by grades,
And the tell-tale tears
Vanish in the years.

Akai

The light of the stars above the city
first sparked over a Scandinavian village
in the long forgotten past.

Now, the light has reached
the dilapidated old building,
set aside for the impoverished,
the long forgotten, and the rats.

There, in the darkness of a stairwell,
a shot rang out.
The monstrous Grendel tumbled, dead.
No doubt some mythic greatness
would await the heroic officer.

Only it was an accident without a monster.
And the officer was a villager,
like so many of us, so many of us.

In the days that followed, the elevator
would see repair
so the stairwell could be avoided
until the lights, too, could be replaced.

Snowfall

In the morning

The world lay silent white,

A solemn announcement

From the Heavens beyond sight:

 

The fallow world again will rise

From death’s old, cunning slumber.

Though trees are skeletal and somber,

Their roots are fed by winter drifts

That fall from deathless skies.

 

The winter storm that passed in the night,

Sent by the Heavens beyond our sight,

Delivered as well - without joy, without scorn -

Its fell judgment in the morn:

 

All men are weak as infants born,

Though some grow strong and weather storms.

Still some walk hapless, poor, and sick -
For them death’s slumber is sudden and quick.

 

The beggar was found all covered in snow,

Having found in the night no safe place to go.

Outstretched on the church steps he fell,

Frozen hand within reach of the bell

On the door where the snow barely fell.

 

 

 

World of Law

We set up laws
to obey the king upon the throne
and to turn the country into home,
a place where people would greet
each other passing on the street,
not kill each other over scraps of meat.

But laws did not suffice.
For such is mankind’s vice:
we ignore the law, respect the price
of the devilish things that do entice
our monstrous greed to play at dice
with children’s lives
and ancient forest woodland,
the ocean tides,
the dying crops on the drying land.

Laws would not have slowed the fire
that every soul does char and burn
if the king had not in turn
revealed in tales a land of fire
reserved for murderers, thieves and liars.

Hell is the ultimate prison, ultimate end,
the king would say,
and death is here eagerly willing to send
the disobedient to torments vile and eternal,
to die endlessly in suffering infernal.

Still the threat of hell has failed to stop
those greedy few who laugh and mock
the hellish stories as children’s stock,
those bloated beasts with hearts of rock,
who chew upon the people’s bones
and sit atop the world’s gold thrones.

December 24, 1914

Before the bitterness, before the hatred,
Before spawning the beast
That must be sated,
In the horror of every war since,
Came the peace on Christmas Eve. 

Few could then believe
The German call heard in the night
Across the blasted waste of No Man's Land.
The British and Germans dared to stand
Atop their trenches, within sight,
And, walking, met halfway in brief reprieve.

Though comical the call,
"We no shoot!" opened the door to all:
To sing old carols, "Stille Nacht, Heilinge Nacht,"
To hear a band play "God Save the King,"
To give as gift every simple thing -
Wine and cigarettes,
Bully beef and biscuits -
To share a human night is all they sought
And a game of soccer with a makeshift ball.

By Christmas the following year
All of the players had killed each other,
Bringing on the helpless, hopeless tears
Of British and German mothers.
French mothers, too, clutched their damp letters
From sons who believed, in December 1914,
That life could be better.

Gone are the trenches; gone are the fences.
Gone are the days a solider could see
The enemy's faces.

Our enemy bears no love
For our yuletide traditional ways.
And still we rain death from above
On the enemy's most holy days.

So let us pray today
For the youth of that children's crusade,
The ones who had glimpsed on that night
That another kind world could be made.

Distance

Imaginary fingers
run gently through my hair
as I fix a lazy stare
at the table, once laden, now bare.
The heating pipes knock, hiss
and warm the silent air,
in the night beyond the only kiss
the wind upon the branches bare.  

Imaginary hands miss
my tight and aching back,
hardened by the days of quiet labor,
dragging the alienating sack;
hands instead that brush the sand
from a hardened pillow
on a warm night in an alien land.  

The soldier and I had parted
in the possible of an autumn evening,
one meal not sufficing, not enticing,
a gust of words to loosen
the silent weight that years create.

Petals

Here today,
Gone tomorrow.
Heart to lend,
Love to borrow.

Blossoms of new promise
The winds scatter in sorrow.
But always there is solace
In the sunrise that will follow.

Looking Glass Moon

Colorless green ideas sleep furiously.

But curiously,

The pale October moon

Sinks too soon

And shines no light upon the plight

Of the distressed little doshes.

 

For the Gostak distims the doshes

When the year turns autumn green.

Sad and sweet are the losses

Though in fact they are never seen. 

 

The splendor in the grass

Sinks down into the bottom

In the first chill gust of autumn

When the clouds of moon go past.

 

In the soothing thoughts that spring

From our human suffering

We see the trail of doshes;

All are mimsy and  distimmed.

 

And the slithy Gostak goes

Where the cold winds always blow

From the east far to the west.

After the sleep of the colorless green,

The doshes wake to wonder and see

The flight of the borogoves blessed.

 

Then toves and mome raths smell the grass,

The splendors all to eat.

But splendors sleep in burrows deep

Until frabjous sky of spring. 

 

Under autumn moon the green ideas

Prefer the light of noon.

The uffish passions sleep til then

To the cry of the burbling loon.

 

 

Ice Cream

Does anyone see the irony?

Does anyone think it queer?

Does anyone grasp

That the thing we crave

Is the very thing we fear? 

We eat our slice of cake

And cut a piece to save.

But the light of all those

Birthday candles

Shows where lies the grave.  

We lick our mound of ice cream.

We lick until it melts.

With every lick we may get sick

But oh! how good that felt! 

So chase your little treasures

Until you're out of breath.

Take care that your last pleasure

Is not the kiss of death.

 

 

Destination

The tall volcano will spew its fire.
In rage the storm will roar and break.
The sunlit hills will tremble and shake.

Mankind, another scourge that roams,
Lays waste across the trembling world -
Oceans and forests wither and groan.

Whether the world will end in fire,
Whether the world will end in ice,
Whether mankind's base desires
Will poison the world in passion's guise -

Destruction is the destination.

Those who extol predestination,
In the grip of ancient fears,
Differ little from the explanations,
Offered by the wise of many years
Who trace the arc of nature's dawn
And its ultimate decline
In complex formulas that shine -
The magic spells of a darker time.

Founder's House

A flag hung from the brick façade
Of a stately and elegant house,
The street lined with old rich homes
And ancient, shady trees.

Inscribed were the words:
"Descendants of Valley Forge,
Soldiers in George Washington's army,"
Undulating in a hot summer breeze.

Around the corner, down the street, some distance away,
A posted sign was met with casual glances each day
From an American public who, with faces pink and red,
Between wiping sweat and heaving, read:

"On this spot, until 1889, lay the house,
Richly appointed, grand, and fine,
Of So-and-So,
An enlightened man of his time,
A Founder of this great Nation,
Whose achievements in Government
And Industry were sundry and sublime."

The plot of ground was flat and empty,
A wide square paved in red brick,
With tufts of grass in places thick,
And a thin tree growing like a lonely stick.

An old, tired beggar sat beneath the tree,
Taking from the sun a brief reprieve,
Descendant, too, of Valley Forge,
Though no one would believe.

That night the beggar walked to the river and saw,
With hunger and awe, the fireworks light the evening sky,
Blotting out the stars, the very stars the Founders saw,
Their precious source of light, as they sweat in all their splendor
On those steaming summer nights.

D.L.

The lone eye stared

Impassively in its deep blue silence

And the passengers passing

To and fro

Failed to notice;

Their pace failed to slow,

Hauling luggage

Across a hall they only know

As destination, arrival,

Another day of survival. 

The eye hung along the wall

With other drawings large and small,

Drawn by invisible children's hands,

Bearing names, first and last,

Destination and arrival. 

Below the eye, no name, only: 

D.L., 10th Grade

“Window to the Soul”

Incarcerated Youth Program 

Slowly, beyond the tall windows,

The line formed outside waiting for the next car.

 

 

Dust

We parted on an old road

near the edge of a small town,

its name forgotten.  

The bus, rattling softly,

raised a cloud of dust

as it faded into memory.  

I remember the pasture

where we escaped the dust

raised by the passing wind. 

In the middle of the pasture

sat the copse of trees,

the remains of an ancient forest.   

We would go into the trees

and pick berries from vines,

wondering if we could eat them.  

His was a strange face

in that strange country,

more open, more knowing.

But his name was lost to the years. 

In those days

our souls were still growing,

our innocence showing

the faith that those moments

would not fade away.

Murder

I stood up in the courtroom
And made my final stand.
"I don't deserve your doom
For murdering a man. 

"Yes, I did murder.

Yes, I did kill.

Still I say I'm innocent,

For I lacked my own free will! 

"Our every act is part

Of the Lord our God's own plan.

He fixed my dark inerrant task

To kill my fellow man." 

The judge peered down

And said to me with steady,

Troubled frown,

"You say God made you do this.

I've heard this tale before.

For better men have claimed the same

Facing their own death's door.

"Kings have claimed the solemn right

To slaughter towns in foreign lands

In name of God's great might.  

"And Popes and priests

Through centuries

Decreed swift death to infidels

Without regard to inquiries:

God's place for them was hell.  

"To all that I have but one reply:

That the Lord our God is indeed sly.

So he sent his killers out to kill.

But I, too, lack free will!

God's plan at last has justice in it;

My role as judge is to instill it." 

"Oh, woeful end!"

I stand and cry.

"Our God indeed is very sly!

How could I have foreseen this?

That God's own planned creation

Fails without the constant death,

Takes the believer's final breath,

And seals his own damnation!"

 

 

Orbit

Traveling just so far,

And just so fast,

At just such an angle,

Our planet and its star

Form a cosmic tangle. 

And for that, in the world below,

The skies turn gray,

And the snow piles on the ground,

And bare trees glisten in the winter rain.  

The wildest chance ensnares

Two bodies in a steady orbit;

Beyond the reach of mortal cares

Strange forces bind them round. 

Ice puddles in the snowy ground

Form in tracks of travelers,

Their movements slow

Across a distance,

In the night without a sound.  

Your name turns round my mind

But still I cannot find

In the winter sky your star.

Though once we walked together,

No orbit lasts forever:

My door in vain stays open

For boots that wandered far. 

New Year

When the traces of frost are gone,
In the light of a new year's dawn,
From my dusty window pane,
And the morning still is broken
By the ice from branches falling,
As if the earth itself were calling,
The briefest answer spoken,
To my silent, doubtful prayer:
The old year another layer
In the fallow fields of hope -
Whence the strength to note
If the day to mind can bring
The seeds of a brilliant spring:
A new way to see,
A new way to hear,
A new way to pull the plough
Through the fear
And bring a blossom of hope
To the fledgling year. 

There, in the dripping sound
Of the crystal branches
Lay the answer clear:
Like the branches guiding flowers,
The mind holds silent power
To lead its thoughts to joy
Or to pathways of despair.

Therefore, have a care
And seek the three-fold path
For every tender thought:
Is it needed?
Is it kind?
Is it true?
If this counsel then were heeded,
Tomorrow we may find
The world each day is new.

 

 

 

Encounter

We are alien to one another:
Our visage,
Our turns of phrase,
Our customs and flourishes,
Our dishes,
Our mien,
Alien is our being. 

The alien brings the fear -
And wonder;
Fear that screams and wonder quiet,
Fear that seems to trail our footsteps
And thicken the evening air,
Wonder drives our fingers outward
To touch each other's hair.

In fear our eyes avert and dart, alert.
In wonder our lips curl - a grin or smirk.

Wandering, walking in the starlight, I think
If we could touch each other's faces
We could build the safest places,
Our strife and turmoil soon to sink
In the knowing that forms our link.

Torn Veils

Winter takes the warmth from everything.
And the lush veils that hide
The eternal mysteries
Wither and fall.

The dark, jagged shape of the trees:
The monsters that walked before history.
The winter sky gray and wan:
The smoldering glow at time's dawn.

The people of the city, puppets of the stars:
Indifferent as the winds of Mars.
The people of the farm, keepers of the faith:
The lonely miles of outer space.

All the souls surrounding me await,
Like nurturing vultures,
My untimely death;
Every boon, every kind gesture,
A gentle prod on the plank at the chasm.
Your trouble does not concern us,
They imply, sly fangs dripping:
Not your aches, cares,
Fears or nightmares.

In the dream I am falling, hurling
Down the chasm filled with millions
Of falling souls, all wrapped
In a mantle of cold, and the voices
Whispering, shouting, calling:
Choices prisons make;
Memories shimmer and break;
Long days of brief sleep-
Fitful, ungrateful -
Your fury is silent and deep.

The eternal mysteries knocked and hissed:
As you failed to forgive, all those chances you missed;

As long as the days are the lines on that list,

Down the chasm of time as you tumble,

With the weight of the sadness you stumble,

As you fumble to shoulder the rock of regret –

The sentence of days that you cannot forget.

December 7, 1941

A day that will live in infamy

Drowns in the ocean of oblivion

That is our collective abandon of history. 

Old photographs of human misery

Fail to move a generation

That never grieved and never learned

What their parents failed to teach -

The ships in Pearl Harbor burn

In old and musty newspapers,

The human cries forever beyond reach.  

Seventy-two years

Have dried all the tears

A nation had once learned to shed.

The years since then

Have filled us with dread:

The screams of the war planes

In truth never ended;

While history remained unattended

Days of infamy for years descended -

We all are the Pearl Harbor dead. 

 

 

Thanksgiving Day

The history of injustices,

The endless reign of terror

That is the march of wealth

Sought by every Nation,

Is a cause for celebration. 

Let us thank the Lord our God

For the blood that we have shed,

For the tears the vanquished shed,

For the breaking of the bread

From our newfound fruited plains. 

Remember always the great pains

Our ancestors surely suffered,

By their swords our lives they buffered

From the savage, godless stain. 

The unbelievers that remain

Are a shadow of their evil empire.

Now as their own our God they claim,

Their heathen errors cleansed in fire.

And thus the traitors we brand as liars,

They who brand us a nation of thieves.

The hunger of Indians is not so dire -

We send rice that piles like autumn leaves.