Marketing Call

The person you seek is not here.
He was deployed
To Afghanistan
Last year.

So please don’t call me.
He is beyond telephones
And the twenty-first century.

Beyond computers, too,
He might be
If his body lies
In a field of poppies.

Afghan shepherds standing
By a dusty roadside wait
For our troops to come calling
With bread for their plates.

Then to your customer
The shepherds lead our troops.
They cannot describe his death,
Only saying it was youths, a group.

So, before I hang up, I ask
How does it feel to peddle
Trinkets and frauds to others
Who could not prove their mettle
By attempting to settle
The quarrels of savages
Who could scarcely buy bread?

You smile, I hear it, you say:
Gladly I’ll sell vacations to you instead.

Locked in Time

To say I will not likely find
In the years ahead a being
That will appreciate my mind
Is to apply the prejudice of time.

In the present dwells a certain sadness,
The sense that joy will die in future darkness.

But if, from the far side of the earth,
Your life I fail to note,
Then, from a hundred years hence,
You remain just as remote.

Therein lies the trap of time,
Our minds prisoners of the present.
From day to day though I may fly,
Our meeting – miles, years away –
Stays locked beyond this moment.

Castle

Impregnable
Wall of rock
Sheer and steep
Above a moat
Of waters still and deep;

Imposing,
The yawning keep,
That beckons from
The drawbridge
At my feet.

Narrow the way
Through the iron gate:
Beyond those walls
Their world awaits.

Nobles, ladies,
In finery played
Their flutes and dulcimers
Round the table well laid:

Goblets of wine
And meats with cheeses,
Candles that swayed
In the evening breezes.

Blown has the wind of centuries,
Gone now the tapestries, luxuries,
Silent the courtyards and hallways,
Where troubadours once sang their lays.

Dance a while yet, I say.
Safe within the mind’s walls,
Lords, ladies and thralls,
As phantoms you may stay.

To Adversity

In the face of outrage,
Facing the brink,
It takes great courage
Not to drink.

Knock

I don’t sleep well, torments at night –
The soft kind.

(small noises, moving, rustling)

What can might,
What could should.

Without sight,
grasping, touching in the dream closet:
dream silent children playing in dream coats –
or smothering?

(small noises, scratching, muffling)

In sleepdark,
always misplaced, the keys I cannot find.
The hooded man ate all the light switches,
electric smiling, switching back and forth:
now lamplight through my window pane,
now sleepdark.

(small noises, tapping, tapping)

In the hallway stands the hooded man
waiting for the knock on the door.
Am I coming home?

Sadness

Sadness: it is
the force that
spurs learning;

The shadow of the moon;
yearning
for relief from light;

Nourishing vision and sight
with a tear or two.

Delirium

Never waste a good delirium,
A time when Up is Down.

You
Move your
Mouth all Around
Open shut –
To say nothing;
A delirium nothing,
Surpassing sweet – unlike
The plodding words –

The stumbling weight of all those years . . .

There was a farmer had a dog,
And Bingo was his name-o.
I pledge allegiance to the flag.
The square root of sixteen is four.
Our Father who art in Heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Dad, I won the game!
Paris is the capital of France.
Can I have this dance?
Buy now: Operators are standing by!
That sissy boy; he couldn’t hurt a fly.
The square root of four is two.
Mark my words:
One day you’ll see. They’ll all see.
Darling, it’s so good to see you.
What is the square root of two?
I’m sorry, Ma’am,
There was nothing we could do.

And when the fever cools, as it will do,
And up is up and down is down again,
You see the chance is gone to start anew –
As reason, restored, confounds the brain.

Suicide

Of all life on this planet,
Only Man
Can see his death –
And plan it . . .

Socially unacceptable,
Financially impossible –
Yet morally defensible.

Mother was saying on the phone
One Saturday afternoon –
“I’ve fixed your room.
We can have your favorite beans and rice.
Just wait until you see the garden;
The new plantings are so nice.”

All those years spent howling
In the black box, in the office.
But no one ever hears:
Just sign here, and here, and here.
And we need that revised report
To include the budget cuts next year.

The books show me all the things
I will never live to see:
The heroes yet to greet,
That princess kiss, so sweet,
The castles left to climb.

Silent the symphonies of the mind,
My days laid out to mine
A life for deeper meaning.
But the truth bubbles up, streaming:
I was really mostly dreaming.

Never played the piano,
Never sang in choir,
Always saying I was This or That;
Drawing breath like any liar.

Never married,
Hardly tarried
Over sunsets past a certain age –

Now I know that all the rage
Is to die screeching, laughing.
But pardon me, if in my passing,
I sit and tell the truth – for
I did so love the dancing.
I did so love your silly looks
And the passages from certain books
That we read, as if romancing.

Faucet

Water dripping,
Drops plop, plop
Into that pot
In the kitchen sink.

And I can hear me think.
I want to sink
Into the couch.
He sits there, slouched.

This silence forlorn,
Stretches the length of the room,
Like a railroad platform.
We have arrived at the end of words.

Drip, plop,
Drip, plop.

I smile.
The tea is drained.
Our minds and our teeth
Are stained
With the knowledge
That, at least, we two strangers
Failed to cross the breach.

Palestinian Boy

Today
yesterday
Lama was not in class
Because her house fell down on her.
That is what Reda said
Last week
yesterday before yesterday.
But Mother says
Tonight
now
That Lama moved far away,
Maybe to Bethlehem.
I don’t know,
Maybe to Israel.
That is where the Devil lives.
So says Reda
Sometimes.

Rainbows

Don’t go chasing rainbows
In the middle of the night
Because you’ll not find them.
The rainbows were last seen
Flying over Belgium in 1917.

But other townsfolk say it was
An American jet patrol
Shot down a rainbow over the desert
Near Alamogordo.
Only they didn’t shoot; there was no fire,
And it wasn’t the desert.

Still others say the rainbows
Have little to eat and less to see,
Kept in a camp with barbed wire
Down the road a few miles out.
These reports you just can’t doubt.

As for our town these days,
We light the sky at night
With giant lightpoles far too bright:
The mutant children of gas lamps
Whose contribution to pollution
Blinds the turtles, the birds,
The bleary-eyed office worker
In his tower of glass.

Upward, higher, flies the light until
From their space orbit the rainbows see:
The signals, flares, fires, and flashes –
The searing heat that turns glass to ashes.

Silently the rainbows turn
And return to their home planet,
Flying through the dark of night,
Guided by the light of the stars.